She said that Diamond carried knives and kept guns hidden around his house. She described the incidents when she picked him up at the airport:
Diamond would carry a cup of pennies in his car which he would throw at other cars as he screamed obscenities at them.'I greeted him when he arrived, but for some reason he perceived that I wasn't welcoming or loving enough when I picked him up.'He kept repeating this to me, and he became more and more intense. He just nagged at me and become more rude and vicious with verbal bullying.'No matter how much I tried to assure him I cared for him, it wasn't enough.'Then he reached for the glove compartment and pulled out a knife.'I froze, I was in the driver's seat and didn't know what to do.'Dustin started fiddling with the knife. He didn't say anything, but to me that was a message ... 'don't push me'.'I immediately backed down defending myself. Now it felt like case of survival. I was saying 'ok you are right' just to keep him doing anything with that knife.'His head was looking down at his lap, and then occasionally he would look up at me. His face would be as red as a beet root, and his eyes looked like they were bulging out of their sockets.'I was getting very anxious, wondering what was going to happen next. Dustin was really menacing.
Beth said Diamond loathed being recognized around the world as TV loser Screech, yet hated not being as famous as he was during his teens.She believes this made him 'emotionally immature' and prone to violent outbursts.'Dustin is childish, and will throw tantrums all the time,' she said....'He could never come to terms with not being on prime time TV.'Beth said that growing up as a child in the entertainment industry had made Diamond selfish and self-righteous.She said she couldn't even reason with the arrogant star when he turned on her.'He was treated like a God as a child and never listened to people unless they had financial benefits for him,' she said.'Even though he was an adult he still had the mind of a child.'He was a little stunted emotionally and in the ways of the world.'...'Dustin could never come to terms with his fame. He couldn't bear that he wasn't a huge star anymore.'Yet everyday he battled his emotions about being recognized as Screech. 'It gave him a huge ego boost, but also left him feeling vulnerable, down and often insulting towards fans. I saw both ends of the spectrum.'When I asked him to talk about his emotions, he would just spin the conversation around to how he was going to get his career back.'But I feel he has no idea how other people see him.'I have seen him scream at fans when they call out Screech. He told them to f*** off and was rude and aggressive; I worried he would square up to some.'
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